Astronaut Discloses Depression Following ‘Tsunami of Backlash Post-Spaceflight
A pioneering space traveler has spoken candidly about her struggle with mental health after being subjected to a “tsunami of harassment” in the wake of a pioneering women-only spaceflight.
Amanda Nguyen – recognized as a scientist and civil rights advocate – was part of the 11-minute suborbital flight in April, which also included celebrity crewmates.
The high-profile flight was widely scrutinized by some, who challenged its value and carbon footprint.
Reflecting on the experience, the astronaut, who became the pioneer for her community, stated the negative reaction eclipsed her moment under an “avalanche of misogyny”.
“I explained the depression could persist for a long time,” the astronaut shared in a public message, referring to a check-in call from a fellow crew member in the period after the journey.
She portrayed the subsequent media coverage and social media frenzy as an unprecedented psychological assault.
“I did not leave Texas for a week, unable to get out of bed,” she wrote. “Weeks after, I was forced to terminate a call, my voice choked by tears.”
Buried Under Misogyny
The researcher, who has conducted studies in gynecological science and conducted tests during the flight, said every professional achievement – including her lab work and extensive preparation to the symbolic importance of her roots – was drowned out under the avalanche of misogyny.
She is widely recognized for her tireless campaigning championing the cause of victims of sexual violence.
Her own aspiration for spaceflight was deferred after being assaulted during her time as a student, leading to a long campaign for accountability.
The Fog Begins to Lift
Now, eight months after fulfilling her dream, she has stated the heaviest sorrow is beginning to clear, and she acknowledged the supporters whose support helped save her. “Your support rescued me,” she wrote.
She concluded that amid the criticism, important benefits had resulted from the experience, such as increased focus on her women's health research and platforms for her activism.
About the Mission
The fully automated spacecraft launched from its launch site in April, carrying the historic roster on a short trip that crossed the edge of outer space.
The team of pioneers also comprised experts in different industries.
The venture behind the mission is a commercial aerospace company launched by a Amazon founder.